3 words

All I want is to hear those 3 words that everybody deserves to hear. But my problem with this is that I want to hear those words from a certain person. Today is a tough day for me. I have been in a depressive state all day which kinda sucks! What would you do if the person you loved is supposedly in love with someone else? I married my ex in 2007 and officially divorced in 2010, let me just say it was not the easiest thing for me to deal with. When I married my husband I didnt plan on divorcing him 3 years later. All I want is my life back the way it was before all the problems. I was the happiest person when we were married and I had the best life. We werent rich and we didnt have a lot but we did have love and family. As the years progressed things did get bad but I wouldnt have traded it. Its like that song The Dance by Garth Brooks part of the lyrics go "And now, I'm glad I didn't know the way it all would end, the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance; I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance." I would relive it a hundred times if it meant I had a few extra minutes to spend with him. I wish I could tell him how I truly felt but hes remarried and even though he isnt happy with her I know what its like to have my love taken from me and I wouldnt wish that on anyone.