She's so Gone

Im not the girl I used to be, actually im the farthest thing from it. Its taken a lot of time and a lot of screw ups to get to where I am today. A year ago I probably would have sent you the pic of my boobs that you asked for today. A year ago I thought that in doing what you wanted and giving in would win you back. I never thought I was doing anything wrong. But I know now that I'm stronger than that. I no longer need to say how high when you say jump. I no longer have to to hold my breath and watch what I say around you. I don't care anymore. I'm gonna be who I want to be and I'm gonna be true to myself. I dont need your approval or you hitting on me to make me feel good or beautiful. I know that I am beautiful and I know that I am a good person. I cant believe that I let myself act that way for so long. I cant believe that I was letting myself be played like a puppet. Well guess what that girl is gone and she isnt coming back!