Resolutions

Its January 1st 2013 and today is the day everybody talks about their new years resolutions so I thought I would let you guys know what I plan on doing this year. Well to start I don't think I made any resolutions last year, or at least I can't remember if I did. So this year I want it to be different than the last. I plan on making 2013 a year that I can be proud of. The last few years I have grown a lot but I have also taken a few steps back. The last few years have been a roller coaster ride with a million twists and turns not only in events but in emotions and fears. With that being said I will say this, I have overcome most of the things that have haunted me and the ones I haven't conquered yet I am working on. This year I plan to be the best me I can possibly be. I am choosing not to let my past direct my future and to hold tight to the promises of God who has way better ideas for where I am headed than I do for myself. Second I am gonna try to be a better mom to my son because lately I have been a little grumpy and not fully there for him in my emotions and my prayers. Third I want to be a good friend especially since this last year I haven't been a very good friend to some of you and I am so very sorry for that. And my final resolution for this upcoming year is to be a better Christian. To try to put my faith in Him at all times even though I sometimes doubt the things I shouldn't. I am gonna try to give others hope and to help them as my Lord helps me. I know these things will take time and they might not fully happen in  this year to come but I am gonna try my best and that is all I can do.